All that is solid melts into air.

The title of this entry is from the Communist Manifesto. So you might well guess something is up. Yeah, well. This entry is of course all OOC: it’s from Qie, gao’s Earth twin, who really can’t be bothered with “((blah blah blah))” brackets. Not all that respectful of Gorean ways, this Qie.

So, gao’s Master left SecondLife. He was of course quite proper and correct in how he handled it. Gentle, in fact, for a Master. Well… he delegated the Dear Johns to me, and I did the best I could. Now gao has to box up the castle somehow so I can sell off the land under it. Which might almost cover the back-tier. *sigh*

And like all “moving days” the crating-up is bittersweet. The castle and grounds look pretty sad, as bits and pieces get returned to folks who might be keeping track of what becomes of what was once their stuff. To be honest, though, gao has a pretty hazy memory of where all this sh*t came from, if he ever actually knew. On the plus side, perhaps, the vast majority of it he built himself, so he can make it all full-perm before I stuff it into Rez-Faux.

Not sure yet what will become of gao. The ko’lar presumably rusted off by now–salty tears, etc. Sentimental little twerp, my twin. Maybe Brown Caste in Isle of Tabor. Maybe just a spare alt for holding group ownership, logging in only administratively. We’ll see.

About this site: gao has gotten some comments that some of the blog entries aren’t original. Well, duh! But in fact, as I look at it, it’s really not obvious what was gao’s writing and what wasn’t: some were stamped “Example” but some didn’t even get that much indication. And that sucks–sorry for any confusion about that. The history here is that gao started the site just for the use of his immediate chain, and cut-and-pasted stuff from in-world notecards here, for his brothers to be able to study when they couldn’t be in-world. Those were supposed to all get moved over to “Pages” instead of “Posts” but apparently not all of them did. So, what to do? Since I really have no idea if those notecards were as public domain as they seemed by virtue of their wide distribution, probably the right thing to do is just remove them from the site–whether they were posts or pages. So, that’s the plan. Probably by the time you read this, they’ll all be gone, leaving only gao’s own words. I’m sorely tempted to just delete the whole site, but maybe somebody can get some use from what gao wrote, or maybe someday gao will get himself ko’lar’d again and he’ll want to add to it, so… guess I’ll give him some slack for now.

Guess that’s about it. Back to disassembling a little piece of Gor.

–Qie–

Published in: on January 31, 2008 at 11:25 am  Comments (1)  

on swords, silks, and submission

Recently, a Master has permitted this one to work on His swords. Of course, gao can’t directly touch them, but from some remove, gao has examined them and–carefully using a rep cloth to keep from contaminating them with his slave hands–polished them ((and their scripts: some dishonorable sword Merchants are distributing largely non-functional swords in the markets these days)). In order to test his work without actually touching a blade, gao made himself a sword-length stick with the end wrapped in soft verr wool.

Whilst polishing the sword, this one realized how insanely easy it is to “cheat” with weapons–indeed, how ill-defined the line of demarcation between “fair” and “unfair” weapons. This prompted thoughts of “remembering” gao’s Urth Kung Fu–and how easy it would be to defend his Master’s property (gao) with an unstoppable barrage of rapid-fire kicks and punches that could defeat any “fair” sword wielded by Panthers, Outlaws, and other such Scum of Gor. And since many of gao’s brothers and sisters seem to be taken by the Fighting Slave Fever, boy took the notion as far as a design for a Kung Fu Attachment.

And then this one realized that he doesn’t want to be able to fight.

Fighting slaves indeed appear in the Chronicles as a sort of “sword fodder” to defend Frees. But a slave that wants to fight seems a contradiction in terms. Kajiri who want to fight can hardly be expected to be happy with being kajiri.

Yet it’s pretty easy to see how a Master–especially a Red Caste–will generalize His own blood-lust to apply to all males, including His slaves: Why not make them happy by giving them a sword to swing around? Surely there are kajiri currently enslaved who truly have a taste for battle–though gao might submit that those kajiri are not slaves by nature. But especially “slaves by nature” are–by nature–suggestible creatures: they will do anything to please their Masters, and will easily believe that whatever a Master suggests might be pleasing is surely what His slave wants above all else. But a slave wielding a weapon is transformed. One wonders, then, how many Masters hand their slaves weapons and, unintentionally, cause those slaves to crave freedom.

Some other Masters may indeed be pleased to have slaves who are miserable as slaves, their struggles perhaps a constant reminder to those Masters of Their absolute control over even the most willful of kajiri.

But that’s all speculation on gao’s part, about a way of thinking beyond the comprehension of his small brain. Rather than desiring control of another, gao cannot quite imagine having control even of his own body. In this regard, boy favors “prim silks” that obscure from sensitive Free Women the view of gao’s small genitals, while at the same time exposing them from below to any Free. This vulnerability, like that of being defenseless from the threat of weapons, seems the natural state of one who has submitted–or at least the natural state of this one.

In recent weeks, gao has also learnt to accept another kind of submission: boy has submitted to the calendar. This boy’s Glorious Master has been on an extended Bold Journey away from His Castle, where boy waits for His return. It is very much like being a white-silk again and in that way instructive for gao, he supposes. Patience is an almost paradoxical submission: eagerly performing the service of waiting to serve.

Published in: on May 23, 2007 at 12:35 pm  Leave a Comment  

Guidelines On Dance

As some of this one’s wonderful brothers are now studying Dance, boy’s small brain has drifted again to the topic, and revisited some of the instructional scrolls.

A boy humbly submits that they are mostly malarkey.

Many seem to have been written for an earlier ((IRC)) age on Gor, largely ignoring the existence of actual ((animated avatar)) motion, focusing instead on the easy synaesthesia of imaginary music and the most prolix of prose.

Now, perhaps a kajira can get away with “moving” verbally without reference to her actual motion, if dancing for a Mistress “of a certain age,” but a kajirus dancing for a Modern Master had better keep his eye on how he moves. Besides recognizing the new, “moving” Gor ((of SecondLife)), this focus also leverages a sex difference: in boy’s experience ((and from findings of psychologists)), males are particularly stimulated by *visual* sensations, compared with audible or tactile, whereas females favor the visual sensation much less. So, a Master will experience a dance differently than will a Mistress; a clever slave will then dance differently, appealing most strongly to the sensory channels to which the dance audience is most receptive.

Which brings boy to his first Guideline for Dance:

Dance For the Audience

Lest the reader be daunted by the Unbearable Abstractness of boy’s Guidelines, please be assured that there are Practical “Dance Steps,” too, at the bottom of this post. But those will just seem arbitrary unless motivated by the Guidelines’ rationale.

Boy pondered a long time on the first “Rule” espoused in one dance-instructional scroll: “Dance is not masturbation.” This rule might guide the dancer away from being too explicit in genital references–indeed a good “area” (ahem) about which to be circumspect when dancing for a mixed audience. And this reading of the rule resonates with boy’s Guideline to “Dance for Your Audience,” too: a slave’s heat would do well to “address” that pole quite differently when dancing for his Master than for a general public of Free Persons.

But there’s a deeper meaning here, too: For example, if a kajirus ever gets the honor of dancing for his Master alone, that valuable opportunity should always be celebrated with a dance that explicitly worships that Master and honors His uniquely noble qualities. That is, that dance should be for that Master. Every dance should be “for” its audience.

To be effective, then, a dancer must know his audience–as with any form of expression. A kajirus who has been privileged to serve one Master over time will have learned what will please that Master, very specifically, and will use that knowledge to create a dance that optimizes His pleasure. A kajirus who has less experience with his Master will do well to acutely attend to his Master’s reactions, to quickly “tune” his dancing to most pleasing effect. (Luckily for that less-experienced kajirus, his very newness is pleasing to a Master–which means that Master will overlook all manner of clumsiness in word and deed; the new kajirus should not be tempted to take too much advantage of this, however, because the boy has no way of knowing how “clumsy” he appears, until he knows that Master’s preferences–by which time the novelty will have worn off. Neat how that works, eh?)

Note: The alert reader may have observed that this applies to any service a slave might provide his Master.

Of course, sometimes the Audience isn’t going to be just your Master, nor even a group of Masters known to you: sometimes, you’ll be dancing for a Public Audience, possibly of mixed gender and/or orientation. In those cases, you’ll be more appealing if your dance is less explicit: keep your genitals–and references thereto–for your Master’s private pleasure… unless it pleases Him for you to “expose” them publicly. In any case, the dancer should try to view himself from the eyes of the Audience: if you’re gay, and your Audience is full of Straight Masters, they’ll be a lot more pleased by abstract honoring of your Master than by hearing the details of how you’ll please Him in the furr.

Dance In the Occasion

The audience is just part of the context for a dance. There’s generally some reason why you’re dancing, or failing that, something in your mind or in the zeitgeist worth commemorating with a dance. This is where the categories of dance come from: needs dances, story dances, brand dances, etc., are derived from events occasioning dance in the chronicles–but these classifications are rather more subjective than ordained genres. If you slot your dance to one category, you may unnecessarily restrict the rich expressiveness of your dance; boy recommends dancing in the occasion as you feel it, and leaving the categorizing to your audience.

Ideally, the dance expresses the dancer’s emotions at the very moment of the performance. That is, the ideal dance is one composed as it is performed. The Practical Dance Steps, below, are intended to make a slave comfortable with performing such spontaneous dancing, after practicing a few times with “prepared” dances.

That said, prepared dances are pretty much required for some occasions, notably contrived performance events. These events are unlikely to please anyone involved, but are demanded by ((online)) custom. If you’ll be ordered to perform at such an event, you’ll need to prepare well in advance. Perhaps ironically, then, the more “important” and formal the occasion, the less its immediacy can be reflected in the dances performed for that occasion.

((This one’s reading of the chronicles leads him to favor “improvisational dance” over “rehearsed performance dance” as authentic to Gor. But if online participants really crave ballet recitals, boy wouldn’t want to ruffle their silk tutus.))

Dance From Yourself

Pretty much every instructional scroll advises never to copy another slave’s dance, but the reader is left with the impression that such an act is morally offensive, a co-opting of someone else’s intellectual property–as if a slave could even have property. But that’s surely the least important reason not to copy; rather, a copied dance just can’t be all that pleasing.

Following from the previous guidelines, it’s unlikely that your Audience and Occasion are identical to those for which any copied dance was performed.

(An exception to this is the strange practice of “Dance Competitions,” for which the audience is predictably homogeneous: a gaggle of self-proclaimed Dance Reviewers, and the occasion is, well, a Dance Competition. The vapid sterility of such an event is surely the least conducive to actual dancing that this one can imagine. Boy wonders how many promising dancers have been ruined by Dance Competitions–especially those unlucky enough to have won their competition, reinforced in the misguided notion that whatever they’ve just done is an effective dance.) (Oh. No, this one has never competed–boy’s involvement has been limited to that of an exceptionally disinterested observer–so this little diatribe isn’t sour grapes.)

But the real reason a copied dance won’t be pleasing is that it won’t be from you: only you can make the most of your best attributes, your personal style, whatever it was that is getting you in front of this audience in the first place. Successful dance is self expression, not bland entertainment.

Part of being “from you” is being gender appropriate. Well, obviously, a kajirus is more likely to please by focusing on his bulging biceps than on his pendulous breasts(!), but there’s also a matter of linguistic style: a kajira may be able to get away with stringing “pretty” modifiers in a fine frilly filigree of prose, but a kajirus will sound better with fewer and more precise words. The male still uses evocative description–he just has to do it more economically, for the result to be masculine. And yes, it’s a continuum: the more laconic, the more “macho” the kajirus will appear.

Practical Dance Steps

1. Find your dance animation. Something slow and smooth works best. The venue where you’ll be dancing may already have animations, or you may have something in your ko-lar. In fact, the standard bellydance, in most collars, is not a bad place to start: after you’ve done a dance or two to it, you’ll have a good idea what dance animations work well. (For very special events or advanced performers, several animations might be sequenced to good effect–but it will still be easier to follow these steps for each animation you’re considering, and see which animations really work, and in what sequence.)

2. Watch yourself dancing that animation, and begin to relate its motions to something you’re feeling or thinking about. Answer the question: what do these motions make me think about? What might I be expressing with those motions, to the audience for whom I’ll be dancing? You’re not looking for The Right Answer, you’re looking for The Right-Now Answer: for any good dance animation, you’ll feel something different every time you start using it for a dance, because it’s a different time. Remember, you’re going to Dance In the Occasion, so let the occasion guide your feelings.

3. Now, really watch yourself dancing that animation, and write down what you’re doing. Look in detail at each part of the body as it moves, and describe how it’s expressing what you feel. It’s fine if you find yourself feeling something different than what you thought at first: you’re getting more deeply in-touch with your own feelings. Remember, you’re going to Dance From Yourself, so the deeper you go, the better the dance.

4. Edit. Make sure that what you wrote actually communicates: Does the audience feel what you were describing, or do you need to word things differently to have the intended effect? Make sure it has your voice and style: Can the audience recognize you as the dancer?

5. Find music (rarely). Except in dance competitions or very special occasions, you’ll usually be dancing to whatever is playing on the parcel land radio at whatever moment you perform your dance. If you get to set the stream, trance and world music are often good for dancing; pop and techno are usually just distracting noise. If you have the luxury of calling the tune, keep it simple and non-distracting.

Published in: on March 8, 2007 at 10:20 pm  Comments (1)  

Kajiri Mindset

This one has come upon some unhappy kajiri in his travels, and hopes with this scroll to describe the Secret to being a happy slave.

A boy uses the term “Secret” advisedly: There’s an abundance of scrolls in circulation for the training of kajiri, describing duties, etiquette, skills… even a prayer for slaves. Those are all useful things to know, but unless a kajirus has the right disposition, no amount of training will help him bring true pleasure to his Master.

It would be absurdly presumptuous of a kajirus to propose a “rule”, but a boy offers the following “gao’s Guideline”:

    A kajirus desires nothing but to please his Master, and this he needs with every facet of his existence.

It is not enough that a kajirus needs this thing above all else: there can be nothing else.

If a kajirus truly lives with this sole desire, happiness for the Master and his slave will follow naturally. If not, the slave will always have conflict in his heart, and the Master will have bought only a captive, not a true kajirus.

Praise and love as epiphenomena. It can be very difficult for a new slave to not seek praise from his Master; some even seek their Master’s love (kar). This is all doomed to bring misery: the true slave seeks only to please his Master, and knowledge of that Master’s pleasure is the only reward for a slave. If it further pleases the Master to give the slave some token of his pleasure, such as candy, a pat on the head, a word of praise, then the slave’s reward must be not the token, but the Master’s pleasure in giving it.

The same is true of love. If a Master is pleased by the love of a slave, then and only then shall that slave love his Master. If it happens that a Master derives pleasure from loving a slave, then the slave must accept this love because it pleases the Master to give it. A slave must not desire the love of his Master, but rather must desire only the pleasure his Master may obtain from feeling that love.

It seems that many slaves have trouble with prioritizing their emotions when it comes to love. Perhaps as some Urth barbarism, many seem to think love is the ultimate reward, and pleasing service is the means by which love is obtained. This is backwards, and such a slave simply must undergo whatever Priest King magic is necessary to get the neurons in his midbrain wired correctly. A “slave” who seeks love will never be able to get it from a Master; a slave who seeks to please his Master may attain love as a side-effect, but love itself is not rewarding to a slave, rather only the possibility that by being loved he has pleased his Master.

Being and becoming. Different slaves surely follow different paths to acquiring the sole desire of pleasing their Masters. Some may be born with it, some feel it within them on Urth and are driven by it to Gor, some grow into it after arrival on Gor–either before or after capture by their Master. It seems that most kajiri, sadly, never attain it.

All manner of pathological behaviors–khoses, really–are manifested in a slave that has not (yet?) adopted this mindset.

It is also possible for a Master to distract His slaves from attending to His pleasure, or hiding that which will please Him. If a slave doesn’t know what he can do to please his Master, then that slave is going to be miserable–and that Master will not be pleased. Indeed, the Master may become displeased with the slave. The Master might then punish the slave–perhaps giving that slave menial tasks that, when performed, are not even pleasing to the Master.

There is currently a lot of interest in gladiator-like Slave Fighting. While a boy celebrates this to the extent that it pleases the slaves’ Owners as a kind of entertainment, it is deeply troubling that some Owners have turned to this as an outlet for the energy of their kajiri, to keep the slaves from getting bored. Now, if this is a genuine motivation, somebody–either Free or slave–is out of touch with what a slave desires. A slave cannot possibly be bored, unless that slave just doesn’t know how to please his Master. This one daily curses the sun for again too soon setting and rising, with not enough ahns to even begin all he knows would please his Master.

It is a slave’s duty to figure out what will please his Master, but it’s a wise Master who will give the slave the one thing he needs: that Master’s own pleasure. A Master who orders a slave to do something that is not pleasing to Himself may be starting a spiral of mutual sorrow and despair.

Honor among kajiri. When true slaves greet each other as brothers and sisters, they are not expressing some fraternity of debasement as some Frees may suppose. Rather, they are honoring each other for their common achievement of totally selfless devotion and service. It is not expected that a Free Person can comprehend this “honor,” but this one assures You that honor is as strong between good slaves as between the most noble of Frees. Slave honor is, of course, expressed with utmost humility–else it would vanish in the breath with which it is spoken.

Published in: on February 9, 2007 at 12:50 am  Comments (1)  

Animals of Gor

Sardar Fair recently hosted an exhibition of Animals of Gor, representations created by The Menagerie. This one took some snapshots. The descriptive text is taken directly (with very minimal editing) from the exhibition materials. By the way, boy got a Bosk for the Castle, so our Master can have fresh milk for his blackwine.

Bosk

Bosk

Bosk: There are fifteen varieties of bosk, a cattle like animal. These varieties include the brown bosk, red bosk, and milk bosk. They are commonly the long-haired wild ox of the plains. They have a thick, humped neck, a wide head, and tiny red eyes. They also have the temper of a sleen. With their two, long, wicked horns they can be quite deadly. The horns reach out and suddenly curve forward and may even reach the length of two spears. They are very important animals to the Wagon Peoples and also many others on Gor. Bosk meat and milk is available over much of Gor.

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Published in: on January 1, 2007 at 11:42 pm  Comments (5)  

on Dance, a Pole Dance, and an outline for a Brand Dance

((

This one is anxious to get through these training topics that seem, to boy, to be exercises in composition of soft-core porn. Boy dearly hopes that’s not really the main point of being a kajirus–certainly thinks he knows his Master better than that. Not that boy doesn’t enjoy pleasing his Master in that way–he certainly does–but boy thinks there’s just so much more he wants to do for his Master.

And dance isn’t exactly boy’s strong suit, going in. Boy can watch ballet, for example, and look at the pretty costumes and listen appreciatively to the music, but all the jumping about simply doesn’t stimulate anything like an aesthetic experience for boy.

Then there’s the RP side of this. Boy gathers that Gorean “dance” involves no animations, and that “watching dance” amounts to reading chat emotes. And boy supposes that’s inevitable, given the level of avatar control available. But by this “written dance” business, boy is reminded of the old saw, “writing about music is like dancing about architecture.” Dance as an aesthetic must surely be the product of some synaesthesia of music and movement, which a text can at best describe. The same is true of sex, of course, and all the other emoting RP activities, so maybe boy is just being bitchy.

))

Pole Dance

From the scrolls (Blood Brothers of Gor, Page 39), it seems that the main theme of the pole dance is to submit to the pole as if it were the Master… not just the Master’s sex organ, though that, too, of course. ((The idea apparently being that the Master will get all hot and bothered as a result of watching the pole getting it on in his stead.)) Note that the dancer is intended to *pleasure* the pole, not so much (or at least not only) to derive pleasure from it. Although these themes seem evident, boy discerns no evident prescribed storyline to the book dance other than a thumb-suckingly redundant exposition of the mysteries of dom/sub; the example Pole Dance scroll replaces all that with a crudely prurient “arc” paralleling coitus; “so original,” boy thinks.

/me steps slowly to the pole and kneels respectfully before it.

/tower

/me’s arms lift, palms open and begging, extending fully outward. The boy’s fingertips come together behind the pole, then gently caress the pole, and his head tilts side-to-side, tentatively courting the pole.

((What follows is a “blow by blow” description and emotional projection of the brief dance anims in the pole this one bought for his Master. Boy hopes to resequence these into some coherent “storyline” of courtship, submission, sex, and celebration.))

/PD2-1a

/me stands astride the pole, blessing his small sex with the hard metal shaft as he lifts his thin arms exuberantly, then grasps the pole and swings around it, head back with abandon to the joy of the pole’s touch.

/PD2-2

/me grasps the pole in front with both hands and swings, spinning himself down with legs fully extended, leveraging the pole tight against his groin for support.

/PD2-3

/me spins around, the pole to his back, and tilts forward, pushing his tight butt cheeks around the pole, brushing it against his hot boy hole, then his little sack, then the base of his tiny cock as he falls forward to his knees. His hands take the fall then bounce his slim frame back up, then grip the pole behind his head as he repeats the lurid move.

/PD3

/me slowly rides the shaft from behind, bowing gracefully with the pole between his butt cheeks, then lifting his arms behind the pole and rising exultantly.

/PD4

/me gently kisses the pole, then slides a thin hand down its cold length it slips between his parted legs, cold metal against his burning crotch.

/PD4-1

/me’s slide turns frantic as his sex is enflamed: he grips the pole and throws his small body against it, catching it full force on his crotch. His head lolls back with lust for the icy shaft that rides through his crotch as he slides to the ground.

/PD6

/me teases the pole with his tight butt, sliding slowly down and rubbing his smooth back along the slippery pole, arms cast above his head and grasping the pole from behind, thin chest stretched in offering.

/PD7

/me sits subservient before the pole, and twists his wiry legs around the pole as his only support as he leans back and extends one leg straight up the pole, toes pointed in homage to the erect shaft.

/PD8

/me casts his face to the floor in submission to the pole that slides between his legs as he rocks slowly up and down. The metal rod fully between his splayed legs, it repeatedly takes him from behind with the boy’s fluid strokes.

/PD9

/me stares adoringly at the pole as he coyly buffs the shiny pole with his smooth thigh as he slides up and down on flexed knee.

/PD10

/me openly worships the pole, arms up in adoration, sliding his thin chest down the pole, sinking as his knees spread full wide till his sex touches the rough floor.

/PD11

/me’s eyes cast chastely down, the boy begs to please the pole: standing on point with the pole between his cheeks and arms overhead behind the pole, he flexes fluidly between squatting and standing, his body a sinuous wave seducing the pole.

/PD12

/me worships the pole before him, kneeling, bending full back till his hair brushes the rough ground. He rocks forward throwing his hands up in pure adoration. His eyes gaze longingly at the shaft he now grips, pulling his crotch against it and sliding back down to his knees.

/PD13 (should follow either PD12 or PD14)
/me now wantonly strokes the pole with his crotch, staring with open lust as he slides the pole between his legs, as if to further stiffen the metal erection.

/PD14

/me lovingly embraces the pole with open arms, kisses it and casts his head back with abandon as he slides down. Sinking to his knees, he returns his eyes to the pole and lifts his arms in worship of the shaft.

/Wide Spin

/me spins slowly, a bird in joyous flight around the pole, one foot tucked high as the other braces against the pole, one arm open and spread wide as the other holds the pole to support the spinning boy.

(CW Spin, much the same as Wide Spin except in the opposite direction and with a knee around the pole for additional support.

(Drop and Rise, much like PD4-1 but slower, not as lusty)

/Front Bend

/me slides down the pole between his tight butt cheeks, his arms behind the pole over head, then throws his arms back through his spread knees and grasps the pole behind him, forcing his head to the hard ground and his ass high and open wide to the pole.
Brand Dance (outline)

((motivated in part by boy’s desire to know what to do for the branding ceremony which must happen very soon, and for which boy knows next to nothing. The brand dance being only mentioned in the books, boy’s reference is Luther’s scroll #46, which states: “The beginning phases of the dance may concern the girl’s fears about being branded. The middle phases will depict the actual branding and the latter phases will show the girl accepting and admiring her new brand.” To make sense as a dance, this must be the kajirus *remembering* or *imagining*–boy’s case–the branding ceremony… it’s a dance, not the ceremony itself–which has a meta-message: the *idea* of the branding is what motivates the dance, so evidently it’s something much on the mind of the dancer.))

  • Start with tense movement, almost jerky, conveying fearful, reluctant obedience.
  • Some “approach/avoidance” motion (and, unavoidably, introspective) emotes to convey that boy’s fear is not of the pain itself–a pain he wants to offer his Master as a gift–but fear of boy’s weakness causing him to cry out or otherwise less than perfectly honor his Master.
  • Branding process itself. Motions easy to describe here… hands twisting overhead, one leg frozen ((must refresh memory which gets bound for the brand… left?)), one moving wildly at first, then accepting and wanting the brand. ((maybe that’s the angle: just the discovery that this is something boy is giving his Master: an opportunity to serve, with intense, searing pain the offering.))
  • Body frozen… dancing with hand and head motions only, and slow-motion, as the brand occurs. emotes about eyes fixed on boy’s Master, giving with love and devotion.
  • The unbinding: *gradual* speed-up of motion as boy is released. This should be a graceful unfolding, not anything that seems like an escape.
  • Celebratory twirling about (however one “twirls” with masculinity), first relief that the boy didn’t fail to honor his Master with his behavior.
  • Ending with joyous recognition of the brand as symbol of the so-cherished ownership. presumably broad, open movements here.
Published in: on November 30, 2006 at 5:28 am  Comments (1)  

On serves, and a draft blackwine serve

This one remains of two minds about serves.  On the one hand, composing a serve is a way for a kajirus to express himself and create something possibly beautiful, humorous, poignant, arousing, or inspiring.  On the other hand, the most successful serves seem to be those that most closely resemble soft-core pr0n, yet stay within genre constraints as arcane as Balinese shadow puppetry.

For example, last week our Master took brother Nic and boy to his homestone, where we briefly toured the Paga tavern and observed a couple of serves.  The kajira there was upbraided for serving a bota, and for not counting out the right number of “beats” (three for her Master, one of another Master) during her presentation.  Neither of these criticisms appear to be accurate from this one’s reading of the scrolls–which may not be too surprising since the Frees didn’t object when the kajira greeted them with “Tal.”

All of which is contributing to this one’s developing notion that a slave’s real duty in Gor is to keep Free People in line–to “lead from behind” while remaining totally subservient.  It’s a tricky undertaking: to eagerly accept sometimes abusive “correction” from the clueless, while trying to subtly guide them past their embarrassing errors.  ((Rather like SL online help, boy supposes.))

None of which matters so much to this boy, if he be practical about it, inasmuchas my Master is surely not among the clueless, and boy has received only the most constructive suggestions for improvement.  And boy has no aspirations to serving in a Paga tavern any time soon.  (Boy can imagine a scenario, though, where he’s walking past a tavern en route to a build site or scripting project and gets waylaid by one of the Clueless Free Persons and forced into duty serving a round of ale.  Boy supposes an engineered client crash might be the best course of action in such an event.)

It has also passed through this one’s small brain that serves have practical utility to Frees, in that they offer abundant excuses to punish a slave in need of that attention ((for whatever reason, hint, hint)).  A serve also fully occupies the attention of all kajirii in earshot, freeing the FPs to chat in private ((IMs)) about whatever topic for which they’re actually meeting.

All of the above a rambling introduction to a serve boy has been composing in the back of his mind for the past few days.  Boy actually has three serves that are interesting (at least to boy) with different “hooks” intended for different audiences: one rather poignant about kajirus mortality, one a thinly veiled excuse to get naked in the servery, and one posing the concept of kajirii as (blood) brothers across generations.

This one’s “hook” is to play on the three “stations” of the service vessel during presentation, each one exposing further loyalty to and ownership by my Master, regardless of who is being served.  Twists:  this will all play out in private in the servery as a revisionist serve ((on the premise that the three stations are nowhere to be found in the Norman books)) so not appropriate for guests to a traditional household–which setting lets the kajirus think about his own Master, even while serving another.  This may confuse or annoy that other Master, but it’s pretty unlikely he’ll complain about a boy’s loyalty to his own Master, unless he’s really looking for a fight.  The premise is that a Master has a kajirus serve a guest as a way of showing off, and what better honors the host Master than a “private” tribute to him during the serve?

Blackwine serve

[[Preceded by the usual tedious and tricky steps to take the FP's order]]

[[Hah!  finally, the grid comes up, just as boy was about to write this serve.  Boy thinks he's never gonna get this done.]]

Published in: on November 21, 2006 at 12:26 am  Comments (2)  

Training Session 2: Positions Review, Serves Overview

[8:10] Avalon Vesperia: Greetings boys :)
[8:11] Gao Niangao smiles, relieved to see Mistress well and in-world
[8:11] Avalon Vesperia: yes as am I … hectic times hehe
[8:11] You: boy wonders if Mistress has met Nic, a new brother on our Master’s chain
[8:11] Avalon Vesperia: no I have not :) *looks the boy over*
[8:12] Avalon Vesperia: have you brought him up to speed gao?
[8:12] You: boy would not presume to describe Nic’s many wonderful qualities, but just to mention that he has been with us since Saturday…
[8:13] Avalon Vesperia: :)
[8:13] You: boy has shared some materials, but hasn’t fully briefed brother Nic yet on everything
[8:13] Avalon Vesperia: alright :)
[8:14] Avalon Vesperia: are you ready gao .. to be tested ?
[8:14] You: this one hopes so, Mistress
[8:14] Avalon Vesperia smiles
[8:14] Avalon Vesperia: stand boy
[8:14] Avalon Vesperia: bara
[8:14] Gao Niangao sinks to his knees, tilts forward and spreads his palms on the hard ground, stetches his slim frame…
[8:14] Gao Niangao presses his belly, then forehead to the ground and crosses ankles and wrists behind his back, and holds there to be bound.
[8:14] Avalon Vesperia smiles
[8:15] Avalon Vesperia: nadu
[8:15] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation 2408fe9e-df1d-1d7d-f4ff-1384fa7b350f
[8:15] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation 370f3a20-6ca6-9971-848c-9a01bc42ae3c
[8:15] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation 67ff334a-7651-c06f-4eb3-048970050958
[8:15] Avalon Vesperia: Tal Reo :)
[8:15] Gao Niangao kneels, thighs spread wantonly, his tight butt hard against his ankles, palms raised and ready to serve…
[8:15] Gao Niangao’s thin chest arches forward to elevate his head, his eyes downcast but gleaming and eager to please.
[8:15] Avalon Vesperia: tower
[8:15] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation 6c83a33e-90e4-a350-91ff-e10209bdec97
[8:15] Gao Niangao kneels respectfully, work-hardened palms rough against his closed thighs, head high but gazing down at the hard ground.
[8:15] ReoDominus Commander: Tal miLady Avalon
[8:15] Avalon Vesperia: karta
[8:15] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation 993dfa60-5708-775b-7d7a-9cf7050f8816
[8:15] Gao Niangao sinks gracefully to kneel widely, then drops forehead and chest to the hard ground, arms outstretched in submission.
[8:16] Avalon Vesperia: ok … lets try a harder one :)
[8:16] Avalon Vesperia: whip
[8:16] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation d02bb091-84cc-049e-da98-c1bd5eb654bc
[8:16] Gao Niangao kneels low and tight, head to the ground, presenting to the whip his smooth tawny skin stretched tight across his thin back
[8:16] ReoDominus Commander: i will not disturb , just take a seat
[8:16] ReoDominus Commander smiles
[8:16] Avalon Vesperia: :)
[8:17] Avalon Vesperia: heel
[8:17] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation 1105c9ff-2208-5af3-f2f4-17f1a2f608eb
[8:17] Gao Niangao worries if he’s coordinated enough… and decides to assume Mistress is right-handed
[8:17] Gao Niangao snaps to position just behind and to the left, kneeling erect, alert to every movement, following with swift obedience.
[8:18] Avalon Vesperia smiles
[8:18] Avalon Vesperia: back to your place sweet boy
[8:18] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation 15468e00-3400-bb66-cecc-646d7c14458e
[8:18] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation 2408fe9e-df1d-1d7d-f4ff-1384fa7b350f
[8:18] Gao Niangao: Stopping animation cf128e17-e938-64d2-8bd1-fe3d2c48368d
[8:18] Avalon Vesperia: i am well pleased
[8:18] You: thank you, Mistress
[8:18] Gao Niangao smiles
[8:19] Avalon Vesperia: ok nic …. as this is Oour firt meeting … I wish you to fill out a questionaire
[8:19] Nicholai Heita: yes Mistress
[8:19] Avalon Vesperia: tell me gao … in your opinion .. does the boy know ettiquette?
[8:20] You: Mistress, this one is surprised at how knowledge much brother Nic demonstrates… perhaps he can benefit from the *specifics* of the notecard, but the basics seem natural to him
[8:21] Avalon Vesperia: nic … what Gorean experience do you have?
[8:21] Nicholai Heita: just what this one has had since Saturday Mistress
[8:22] Avalon Vesperia nods
[8:22] Avalon Vesperia: i will expect you to catch up to the reading that your brother has given you
[8:22] Nicholai Heita: yes Mistress
[8:23] Avalon Vesperia: up through poses … you will be tested Friday
[8:23] Nicholai Heita: yes Mistress, boy will study hard
[8:23] Avalon Vesperia smiles
[8:23] Avalon Vesperia: alright finish filling that out ..,while I begin
[8:23] Nicholai Heita: yes Mistress
[8:24] Avalon Vesperia: oooo quick boy .. I like that :)
[8:24] Nicholai Heita smiles
[8:24] Nicholai Heita: boy likes efficency
[8:24] Avalon Vesperia: As do I :)
[8:24] Avalon Vesperia: gao .. this one shows promise .. help him all you can :)
[8:25] You: aye, Mistress, boy will do so
[8:25] Avalon Vesperia gave you Serves.
[8:25] Avalon Vesperia smiles
[8:25] Nicholai Heita: jashi Mistress
[8:25] Gao Niangao trembles with fear of serves. “Thank you, Mistress”
[8:25] Avalon Vesperia: I will go over steps to a serve today :)
[8:26] Avalon Vesperia: sweet boy .. you should have no worries… I am sure you will do well
[8:26] Nicholai Heita: jashi Mistress
[8:26] Nicholai Heita smiles
[8:27] Avalon Vesperia: now .. the first step in a serve … is acknowleding the Masters command … and repeating it
[8:27] Avalon Vesperia: say I oder you to bring me blackwine
[8:28] Avalon Vesperia: your reposonce should be similar to “yes Mistress….this one will bring you blackwine”
[8:28] Avalon Vesperia: the most common drinks ordered here in SL seem to be paga and blackwine .. so Wwe will use them as Oour examples
[8:29] Avalon Vesperia: the next step is going to the serving area
[8:29] Avalon Vesperia: be mindful of where you are ….and be descriptive :)
[8:29] Avalon Vesperia: this step can take 3-4 lines .. if you wish to make it shine
[8:30] Avalon Vesperia: selecting and cleaning the utensils … is the next step
[8:31] Avalon Vesperia: different drinks and food are served in differnt ways … in the folder is a guide to Gorean drinks … this will be a best friend lol
[8:32] Avalon Vesperia: and this is another opurtunity to show yourself off …*smiles*
[8:32] Avalon Vesperia: saruna{GDk} lifts her deep eyes to the shelves, scanning unhurried for a bowl for the Master, her eyes fall upon a large bowl of yellow kalana wood, intricate patterns engraved into the surface,
[8:32] Avalon Vesperia: she steps close to the shelves, supple flesh caressed by rough wood as she rises to her toes, slender arms snaking to reach the prize, calves taut, thighs glistening…ruby lips curl into a smile as she reaches her prize,
[8:32] Avalon Vesperia: slipping it easily from the shelf, drawing her fingers along the surface, she checks for any imperfections, a clean rep cloth from the countertop, she rubs the bowl briskly until it shines
[8:32] Avalon Vesperia: lets look at these lines
[8:33] Avalon Vesperia: what are some of the things she decribes
[8:33] Nicholai Heita: the pattern on the bowl Mistress
[8:33] Avalon Vesperia: good .. what else gao?
[8:34] You: the wood… including the variety of wood (!)
[8:34] Avalon Vesperia: yes … and she draws attention to her body… she moves and streches … you can picture it in your head
[8:35] Avalon Vesperia: remember a serve is much like poetry
[8:35] Gao Niangao raises a hand
[8:35] Avalon Vesperia: draw attention to the details
[8:35] Avalon Vesperia: yes gao?
[8:35] You: boy observes that the descriptions are very *tactile*.. that the audience can *feel* it, as well as see it
[8:36] Avalon Vesperia: yes … i used to use all five sences … you want the Master to be “in ” the serve with you .. as that he would almost taste it
[8:36] Nicholai Heita raises hand
[8:37] Avalon Vesperia: yes nic?
[8:37] Nicholai Heita: boy observes that she stole glances at the Master…in order to keep his interest this one thinks
[8:38] Avalon Vesperia: yes … i believe this serve was done for a tavern room
[8:38] Avalon Vesperia: there would be slight diferences for serving your Master in your home
[8:38] Avalon Vesperia: ok .. next step
[8:39] Avalon Vesperia: getting and preping the drink
[8:39] Avalon Vesperia: as I said … different drinks are served different wats
[8:39] Avalon Vesperia: *ways
[8:39] Avalon Vesperia: open up boleto’s guide to drinks a moment and just look
[8:41] Avalon Vesperia: you can see :) lots of ways to do this
[8:42] Avalon Vesperia: ok Wwe will move on
[8:42] Avalon Vesperia: once the drink is in the glass … you return to the Master :)
[8:43] Avalon Vesperia: next you kneel and make sure all is ready to go …
[8:43] Avalon Vesperia: if you poured the drink at the servery .. you are ready to present ….. otherwise you pour at this point
[8:44] Avalon Vesperia: the next step is a personal touch , but you should know … it is not in the books … called the kiss
[8:44] Avalon Vesperia: i personalally like this part :)
[8:45] Avalon Vesperia: you always kiss beneath the rim … not on it … why?
[8:45] Gao Niangao raises hand
[8:45] Avalon Vesperia: yes gao
[8:45] You: that your lips not touch the same place as the Master’s
[8:45] Avalon Vesperia: exactly :)
[8:46] Avalon Vesperia: you would then offer the drink … in upturned palms …. as a symbol of submission
[8:47] Avalon Vesperia: you then say something to the effect of …
[8:47] Avalon Vesperia: Master this girl brings you refreshing paga, a strong drink to quench the Master’s thirst, a girl prays you find the drink, and this slave before you, pleasing this evening
[8:47] Avalon Vesperia: this does two things
[8:47] Avalon Vesperia: one … it tells the Master you are done with the serve… and two allows Him to take the drink from you and praise you if you are worthy of it
[8:48] Avalon Vesperia: never ever leve the feet of a Master you are serving untill dismissed
[8:48] Avalon Vesperia: it is alright if there are more to serve .. to ask polietly if you can be of any more service
[8:49] Avalon Vesperia: but do not move untill then :)
[8:49] Avalon Vesperia: ok .. questions on the basics
[8:49] Avalon Vesperia: ?
[8:50] Nicholai Heita: no Mistress, boy thinks he understands
[8:50] Avalon Vesperia: good :)
[8:50] You: Mistress… is it common practice for different Masters being served to ask for different drinks, to be delivered in a group?
[8:51] Avalon Vesperia: oh yes … or even the same drink … the key is to be able to make the serves different if they ask for the same thing …. if delivered in a group … use a try
[8:51] Avalon Vesperia: *tray
[8:52] You: thank you, Mistress. a couple of other questions: does the avatar actually move around (to the servery, etc), and does inventory actually get transfered (a drink) ?
[8:53] Avalon Vesperia: yes you do move around to the servery … as far as inventory .. it is a nice touch .. but not necessary …. and you can always inquire in IM .. if they need or wish an acual object
[8:54] You: thank you Mistress. also, this one has read somewhere a bit of schtick about backing up three paces from the Master after taking the order, so as not to turn one’s back on a Master. Is that part of the process, too?
[8:55] Avalon Vesperia: some girls/boys do that .. agin it is a nice thing .. and i personally used to do it :) the key is developing your own style
[8:55] You: thank you Mistress
[8:55] Avalon Vesperia: smiles
[8:55] Avalon Vesperia: ok … a touch on Assasins
[8:57] Avalon Vesperia: I personally have NEVER seen an assassin played well in SL … a few come close … I have included a note on the differences in serving an assassin … so look them over this week’
[8:57] Avalon Vesperia: now … your assignment
[8:57] Avalon Vesperia: go ahad nic
[8:58] Nicholai Heita: no Mistress boy’s cat jumped on keyboard
[8:58] Avalon Vesperia: ahhh :) bad kitty hehe
[8:58] Avalon Vesperia: your assignment this week is to write a serve
[8:58] ReoDominus Commander chuckels
[8:58] Avalon Vesperia: you will serve Me on Friday :)
[8:59] Avalon Vesperia: I want you to get as creative as possible .. so do not worry that I am a FW … I want you to have the practice
[9:00] Avalon Vesperia: if you get stuck …. I will be available to answer questions and advise …. so don not worry
[9:00] Avalon Vesperia: understood?
[9:00] Nicholai Heita: yes Mistress
[9:01] You: just to confirm, Mistress, we are to pick the drink ourselves for the serve?
[9:01] Avalon Vesperia: smiles … no i will tell you Friday ….. so just be preped …..
[9:01] Gao Niangao whimpers
[9:02] Nicholai Heita: understood Mistress, boy will be prepared
[9:02] ReoDominus Commander grins at the thought
[9:02] Avalon Vesperia: truely most of the steps Gao can be set up ahead of time …. you will but have to improvise a little … but I want you to be able and comfortable with that
[9:03] Avalon Vesperia: so … *grins evily* .. this is like a test
[9:03] Nicholai Heita: oh boy likes tests Mistress
[9:03] Avalon Vesperia: :) good
[9:04] Avalon Vesperia: now … you are ready for this *smiles* so try and have fun with it
[9:04] Avalon Vesperia: that is all for today boys :) I will see you both Friday :)
[9:04] Nicholai Heita: yes Mistress
[9:04] Gao Niangao smiles. “Thank you, Mistress.”
[9:05] ReoDominus Commander smiles
[9:05] Nicholai Heita: jashi Mistress ^^
[9:05] Avalon Vesperia smiles
[9:05] Avalon Vesperia: go to your Master boys :)
[9:05] Nicholai Heita: yes Mistress
[9:05] You: yes, Mistress.
[9:06] ReoDominus Commander: jashi Avalon and i wish you well till later
[9:06] Avalon Vesperia: I wish You well Reo .. will see You at 4 :)
[9:06] ReoDominus Commander: aye indeed
[9:06] Gao Niangao kneels, thighs spread wantonly, his tight butt hard against his ankles, palms raised and ready to serve…
[9:06] Gao Niangao’s thin chest arches forward to elevate his head, his eyes downcast but gleaming and eager to please.
[9:06] ReoDominus Commander smiles
[9:06] Nicholai Heita: nhnadu
[9:06] Avalon Vesperia: nic … practice those poses :)
[9:07] Nicholai Heita: boy has to work on that
[9:07] Avalon Vesperia smiles
[9:07] Nicholai Heita: yes Mistress
[9:07] You: boy hopes Mistress’ journeys today are safe and pleasant
[9:07] Avalon Vesperia: thank you boys .. farewell
[9:07] Nicholai Heita: farwell Mistress
[9:07] ReoDominus Commander: aye , looks like boys have work for friday indeed
[9:08] ReoDominus Commander: nic you have catching uo to do
[9:08] Nicholai Heita giggles
[9:08] Nicholai Heita: it will be fun my Master
[9:08] ReoDominus Commander: i expect you to do it
[9:08] ReoDominus Commander smiles
[9:08] Nicholai Heita: boy will my Master
[9:08] You: oh… Nic… this one has no idea what he’s given you… boy gave tons of stuff to brother Aled, but now that he thinks on it, may not have gotten much to you
[9:09] Nicholai Heita: boy does not have anything on poses brother
[9:09] Gao Niangao is *very* sorry…
[9:09] ReoDominus Commander: nic , do a edit apperance please
[9:09] Nicholai Heita: yes my Master
[9:09] ReoDominus Commander: i see only your hair
[9:09] ReoDominus Commander: jashi boy
[9:09] Nicholai Heita accepted your inventory offer.
[9:10] Nicholai Heita: jashi brother
[9:10] Nicholai Heita accepted your inventory offer.
[9:10] ReoDominus Commander: gao jashi for assisting your brothers
[9:10] ReoDominus Commander: i can only hope they will catch up
[9:10] You: also, this one has been keeping some notes on a website, http://gaoingor.wordpress.com/ that may be of some help
[9:10] Nicholai Heita: jashi brother
[9:11] ReoDominus Commander: aye my boy , i have seen that and its very nice
[9:11] ReoDominus Commander pats boy on the head
[9:11] ReoDominus Commander: its pleasing to me the effort you put in gao
[9:11] Gao Niangao smiles, still unhappy with himself for not getting all the materials to Nic in advance
[9:12] Nicholai Heita: it is alright brother
[9:12] Nicholai Heita smiles

Published in: on November 8, 2006 at 8:10 am  Leave a Comment  

1st Training Session

Take-aways:

  • Use lots of emotes. [Idiosyncratically, “emote” here means the “/me” prefix to suppress the colon in chat, so what follows describes the AV’s actions, thinking, feeling, rather than a quoted utterance. Technically, of course, an SL “emote” is the subset of animations affecting facial and sometimes hand motions. Here, “emote” implies nothing about actual animation of the AV.]
  • Do not turn your back on a Master or Mistress.
  • Address in order: Your Master first, then other Masters, Mistresses, brothers, sisters. [mnemonic: male-dominance]
  • A kajirus must tower if a Mistress is present unless told otherwise, and in cities away from Home (many Masters prefer it, too).
  • “Nod” is used only by Free Persons, not slaves.

Homework:

  1. Memorize “slave paces”
  2. Practice emoting slave positions. Procedure: stand… emote… animate to position. “… come up with your own pleasing way of emoting them.” Most common (so need best emotes): tower, nadu, heel (an action), and bara. High_harness might use similar “lesha” anim.
Published in: on October 24, 2006 at 4:43 am  Leave a Comment  

for brother Lucas

Your warm mouth opens this one
Who trembles to be filled
As we fill our Master’s house
Within His open door.

For He is who made us one
And till our hearts be stilled
Each day in our Master’s house
We love each other more.

Published in: on October 21, 2006 at 7:45 pm  Leave a Comment  
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